December just arrived. It's the 4th.

yo.
am back from the future

Calvin, you really made her your everything.
Earnestly looking forward to the (supposedly) last day before she goes off to Johor & then Singapore for 2 weeks, but upon hearing the news that she will be unavailable and will be working on the 5th due to unexpected last minute call to substitute a recently fired worker.

...and now you're feeling down and acting like a child, not understanding.
At least you didn't push her away when she asked whether to talk or let you be.

But now, you're still stubborn. Still want to go watch "In between floors" alone..
Use some common sense, don't let yourself be this low. It's disgusting and uncharacteristic of a king.

You should STOP doing things for other people other than yourself.
They won't understand the efforts you put.
You worked out with the intention to impress her in mind, see where am going?
DON'T!! sigh... but it can't be helped.

Just live on.
For yourself, if not for the both of us.
Remember to stand for yourself.

Lesson learn: When faced with unexpected circumstances/event, write it out as a means of venting. Whilst listening to Supercell/Scandal covers/songs.. enjoy. Return to your "untouchable" self.

Concerning academic, you have CS (Tina) Assignment due monday and you've not start. And 2 exams in 2 weeks time you've not revised. I don't have to tell you what to do. Go.

4th Dec '14 11:07pm