First, i woke up realizing my sister's an important person in my life. (not that she isn't, i just haven't seen her with such importance in my life this way before. She's always a pain in the neck. Ugh.)
Second...
Screw life, I've just realized that I've been doing everything halfway.
And I'm not committed to anything. (or anyone in particular)
This came around during the evening, after playing 5 matches of badminton. ( 2v2, boys vs girls)
We, when i say we its mostly my fault, lost to them 2:3.
Third, it dawned onto me that I've been a failure all my life since i hit puberty.
I've been through the i'm-a-nerd-don't-come-near-me stage, the lone-wolf stage, the tall-freak stage, the i'm-retarded-because-i'm-home-schooled stage.
Sigh... I seriously don't know how many stages i can put up with this year.
But I'm 18 now, and i should be mature and all. What to do with my life? Sigh...
14/3/12
Wednesday, 14 March 2012
Saturday, 10 March 2012
Dream 004 - MP
Never have I long for a girl this much in my life since for years ago after my breakup.
Her hair is wavy like the willows when the wind blows.
Her eyes bright with kindness.
Her voice, not like that of an angel's but that of a mother when crooning her crying child.
Her conduct, graceful as a diplomat.
That is all I have to say about her in my dream as in reality. (MP)
-Dream 004
written on 10/3/12
Her hair is wavy like the willows when the wind blows.
Her eyes bright with kindness.
Her voice, not like that of an angel's but that of a mother when crooning her crying child.
Her conduct, graceful as a diplomat.
That is all I have to say about her in my dream as in reality. (MP)
-Dream 004
written on 10/3/12
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