Your sorrows pile on top of you. Heap over heap, as you feign indifference. Look at where you're standing. You're slipping. You're falling. You need to die. Don't you feel useless? You're so weak you can barely walk on your own two feet.
Loves means nothing to you.
Beauty is foreign to you.
A mask you've placed over your face. Layer over layer.
You damned hypocrite. You damned prick. You're an asshole you know that? It's just a cycle to you isn't it? Where you can escape and run like a coward you always have been one.
You will always be alone.
No matter how good you can play the piano, violin, guitar and bass....
No mattee how good are the stories you wrote...
No matter how beautiful the songs you composed...
No matter how many people you made laugh...
No matter how much you love(d) everyone and show care towards their wellbeing...
You will always be alone.
Cause you stand out. You don't fit in. You never fit in. Even now, as your heart clenches itself and you feel the strong grasping pain... you cannot do anything about it. So just detach yourself from everyone. Die. Die inside. It's about time you reap the seed you sow in yourself.
You are unwanted.
... I am unwanted.
18sept 2014 8:50am
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